Lent for me

Well things have been quite a rush as the exams approach as well as the SJS rally. Alot of good time management has been the key for everything to work out. As the aim has been to please everyone as much as possible also. But Lent is here!

Been thinking about lent quite abit and also what I want to do about it and also what to do. Everyone's giving up something to experience lent in a better way. I was reflecting about how unjoyous i have been always but during lent, because of my sacrifice of not listening to praise & worship songs for the time of lent, its been really hard to be joyful and all. And I guess in many ways that what god want me to do is to grow more joyful through him as in through prayer! So this lent is basically really growing much more deeper through prayer.

But knowing me, that normally isn't the only experience to go through during lent. Lent has also called for me to take a 2nd look at what I'm doing and also whether all my actions and words are reflecting who Jesus Christ really is. Although perfection can never be acheived, I'm also determined to improve the areas where I haven't given to Christ!

But besides all this reflective thoughts, things with ministry has been looking good and prospective. YV (Youth Vineyard) has been having much better sessions and also that our core team is becoming closer and plus, we are looking more and more of a ministry than a group. I really see god's hands working in all this. Its really been all his works. And of course he's moulding me still. God is really making me more understand and sensitive towards others feelings.

Finally really unknown exciting news. Well I just am so sure that in this time of lent, god is preparing a real big blasting thing as i prepare in this time of lent. I'm really clueless about this but its seems like something worth preparing for. Maybe its the SJS rally!

PS:Prayer request for my exams starting next friday,22nd February!