God remembers his faithful

Well I fell into sin yet again and then the thoughts of whether I really want to follow this man, jesus and all his works. I started to think, "After all this, would God really want me back to continue building his kingdom?". Like there are so many more people who are more faithful than me. But on saturday at mass, I ask Jesus to guide me and i just offered up this intenion for mass. Then last sunday's gospel gives alot of encouragement to god's faithful, then to top things off, the sermon was even more excellent cause Father Gererd was talking about this movie that will come out soon. The name of the movie is "The Golden Compass". Its a movie about how there is no god and that all his people like the priest are fake and all. Then I thought that this is like so much more worst than the Da vinci code. I mean its so unreal cause if God isn't real than how can anyone explain how jesus who died on the cross and 3 days later rise from the dead! We catholics should show the world how real our god really is! Anyway Father continued to link it with the gospel because the gospel was about "Being ready for the Lord's coming!" and he also continued to say that no matter what God always Wins. After hearing those words, I was thinking that there was no clearer message from God to me and that He wants me to come back and to continue to desire for this living god!

But I really feel that this fall into sin has really strengthen me cause I want to serve Jesus even more this time. So I guess that this experience has really taught me to be open to what god has set before us especially temptation. But if we fall, we are always called to fall back on our saving God! For God has created the strong for a reason which always to strengthen the weak. So to all those who are weak at this moment, find grace,humility and openess to ask the people around you for strength! And please trust me, God is Real! Cause the posts in this blog are all fromour Almighty and ever living God! Praise god! God Bless!